Hey! Thanks for reaching out. Do you mind telling me how did it all start, have you consulted any psychiatrist?

No I have not , I even reached out to my elder sister but they advised to have will power but that's not effective . Reason will be because of my weakness as 2yrs ago I made a new friend who is in same class same school n we were also doing homeschooling by only reaching out to a teacher when we have a doubt , shortly I feel very uncomfortable to friend with him cause I feel depressed when with him n feel like he is trying to use me n like a back staber but I try to distance from him but he try to reached out to me even very oftenly so this made me even worst n this made me depressed because I m not strong , friend I was talking ,he is smart, good n well educate but Oversmart n telling me n teaching as I m kid like scolding without thinking what I would feel but I can't react him as I don't want to . My worst mistake is can't tell what he is doing is wrong also my parents don't want me to friend with him but I dint reached out to my parents also they don't like it but we have to go same journey without any other friend now I have passed my 12 exam n prepare for the next step but I not good what I m before I made a lot of mistake , I can't do better n improve myself n I can't find happiness ,this made me feel like life is so tough why do we live . Sorry , I may be the bad one here cause I can't stand myself . How to change it I don't know ?

I see, But i am glad that you want to outgrow this feeling. Why don’t you write about the things that you think can bring happiness in your life? Write it and share it here with me.