I am 26 yr old girl. My whole life has been a hustle but I somehow managed to stay positive and worked hard to get it better. I was a cabin crew for few years and was in a relationship that lasted for 8 years. Two years back I resigned so that I can settle down with my partner. But as soon as I left my job he started treating me like trash as if I am good for nothing. I left the job to get a government job, to have a stable income. Since he doesn't earn, I had to do something. And I am supporting my family too as I have a single mother who raised me and my siblings. But the day I resigned my partner just started acting weird. He became so rude and always used to humiliate me publicly. For a year I tried to cope up with it. But eventually I had to break up as it was taking a toll on my mental health. I left my job for a future with him .. that was already so depressing and on top of that his attitude towards me. I have ended the relationship, but it has left me with a huge whole in my heart. I have known him for 8 years and have grown up with him. Him not bothering to have me in his life is the most disturbing thing for me. I don't know how to feel better. My job was the only thing I loved the most and now I have lost that too. I have been struggling for a year to get out of bed and doing my daily chores. I feel hopeless.