Hi i am nisha malik 30 years unmarried .. mujy one years say boht ajeb feel hota hai.. aik dam meri death ho jaye ge heartbeart fast ho jati hai ajeeb sa dar lagta hai hath pown sun ho jatye hai or dar boht lagta hai brain main pressure feel hota hai jisay brain phat jaye ga or sans rukny lagti hai sony say dar lagta hai mujy k aghr so gae to kabi nahi uth saku ge ... mainy one year say treatment pay hu but thak gae hu abb dil chachta hai sucide krlu but as a muslim yah haram rasta hai .. main kya karu main boht he brave hu boht he painfull time k sath agy bhari hu abb samj ni ati kya karu .. kyn k mujy studies 2017 main chorny pari tabi maray breakup b howa boht bura dhoka mila mujy .. koi friends nahi maray aik dam lagta hai muj pay mara control ja raha hai or main window say jump krdu aik dam ... boht he udas hu kya karna chye mujy... 😔