feel depressed everyday for the past 2 years, maybe more than that. I grew up in a really bad environment. Family fights..blood etc etc. When I turned 15 I met a guy he was 2 years older than me but god he loved me. He loved me soo much I cant even describe. I loved him too and i still do but ..i cheated on him and then..when everything was going okay I apologised and all..suddenly he broke up with me for another girl. He broke up when I asked him why did she write ily to him in her stories...and that's when everything was over. I havent been myself since then and ..I want him back.