they don't forget u, world will move on, but ur fam won't,

@skylar yeah having a second thought only bcuz of fam

@bubbly - I used to have similar thoughts... then a boy which happened to be my friends cousin committed suicide... no joke.. seeing the reaction of both fam and society.. needless to say I learnt my lesson

you know bubbly i don't want to suggest anything..But i want to say is you know somehow I found life is beautiful.and your family, if you decide something like this you will only give them life long suffering! Its been 4 day that i lost one of close friend and man it hurts so much! there this pain on the chest that i feel and I'm sure his family feels as well, it's hurting insides.Pls don't ever think about suiciding and dying.

ya i am literally thinking about my fam and still am just not able to remove these thoughts from my mind..

it takes time... either u can talk here... or right in ur diary... think about it do u think giving ur life is worth it ? when u have so much to explore?

write*

the thing is i dont feel like exploring anything or talk to anyone or make new frnds or write a dairy its like am tired of everything i wasn't even feeling to write here but i somehow i did...i feel so numb

and PPL won't cry for few days.They will miss you everyday.they will cry for u everyday..Imagine your most loved person suppose mom/ dad they won't even eat a single bite.They will go mad man.

you don't have to write now... my point is that always make sure u have some outlet... whether it's talking to someone, writing a diary, baking, gardening or anything

skylar i dont feel like doing anything ;( just laying and then these thoughts arises everytime

lord only bcuz thinking of my parents i wrote here so that i could get motivation to live from u guys ;)

if u feel like crying then cry... it takes time bubbly.. it will take a while before u actually feel better than before... is this thought always in ur mind? or it started recently?

If you try to search for motivation to live..I'm afraid you won't ever find it..People have their own way doing things..Like, you are having peace lying on bed or anything..The point we are trying to convey is if you don't feel like telling things, it's totally fine bt times will come when you ll only choke on your words..And it is also a kind of death.If i feel like dying na i always talk to my close friends and mom.And it's amusing to see how little pieces of me they carry around.Its lovely

i eventually had this kind of thoughts but from last few days this is continuously in my mind

Memories we can't get rid of know.

lord..i have got no close frnd or even a frnd to share things with

yes bubbly that is the very essence of this iamears..We are people who talk to you about anything..And the best part is anonymity..We don't know your face actually..So no point in judging others only talking and feel better..If you wish to say anything you want, feel free to share..We know it's difficult at times..But here in this app i found a friend with whom I can almost share anything. so it's kinda great.

i am ears that is whisper when you speak on somebody's ears there's no way you can see his face.

altho now i been acting more like lips and less like ears..If I'm being odd to you, I'm sorry okay.

hehe no not at all..anyways thankyou for the guidance :)

😌🙂 yes love you brother!

am a girl though

okay so love you girl!

thank you ;)