Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sure it must be really difficult to process all of it. Try to think of the past as you don’t live there anymore and it isn’t significant to you anymore. You won’t let any bad vibe ruin your present. You know how to be treated well. Coming to the point of your mother’s situation. I am sorry to hear that, how have you been holding up?

My mom's surgery is done and chemo has started She hasn't been able to process the whole thing It's very difficult for her She keeps crying about her situation I do my best to make her feel good when me itself is going through all this I take care of her and the house too My efforts are never valued never acknowledge I am treated like trash by my parents coz u couldn't clear one exam I feel worth less All I know is in need some help This has been going on since almost one and half year and I know it's normal it's not just feeling sad I keep thinking about random things which makes me happy Keep cooking stories in my brain and laugh on them At times I am in very happy mood and then suddenly I feel very depressed I just want to know one thing ma'am Can I get over this by myself ? Or do I need people I have socially isolated myself I don't have courage to tell anyone I am depressed

I am 18 years old btw I have been bullied in school since a very young age and it has taken toll over my self esteem There's just a lot that has happened and I dont know what to say from where to start I am just lost

People and socialisation is an important aspect of life, try to have patience regarding your family situation. Everyone is going through a difficult time that’s why the relationships are strained. They will understand in some time.