I literally don't have any closefriends and it's really telling on me....like I get depressed easily...I'm always tryna please people...I'm Soo insecure (that's cus I have dark spots on my skin)...i don't look pretty to myself...i try to love myself but it's hard...i don't believe anyone can ever love me...ive got family issues and I admire those with peaceful homes..it also breaks me that I'm not from a well-to-do home.....im scared for my future....like no one understands me...I got lots of friends but I don't open to any....I am the shy type and I want to come out of that shell... I can't even express all...I'm just pained