i had a relationship which no one knows about and i can't tell anyone either idk why and i had gone through a breakup which I'm healing through. We brokeup actually i broke up because my anxiety was getting worse and i didn't want him to struggle with me or because of me. And i kept thinking I can't have a good relationship with anyone. I always tend to push everyone who is close to me unknowingly. And I'm still friends with that boy and i still have feelings for him but I'm afraid that my mental health will push him away too.