But im not completely job less
I have small business from which i earn 6 to 7000rs
grumpyPonie4
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Yes because of corona so that not mind well not easy because still need personal things
grumpyPonie4
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So its not a problem you still have income yesπ
grumpyPonie4
1
Unhealthy what kind?
Tarun
I did a love marriage. But now after 8 years i feel that the love from my wifes side is gone.i try to fulfill her needs wich i am able to fulfill.we have 2 childrens.
Tarun
But now she didn't look after me.she didn't give proper cooked food washed clothes .tear clothes now when i look myseslf i feel what i did to me.
grumpyPonie4
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Oh she with you your wife?
8years im not sure this my saying but 8years maybe you know well each other did you try make family bonding or make her date you and her? Maybe need effort and time for moments sweet?
Tarun
I feel unhealthy also i dont have much money to go to doctor for proper checkup.i feel there is somthing big disease in my body .
grumpyPonie4
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Did you have any news about her that have someone link to her? You and her how long you feel like that? Like she do not have feeling to you? How long?
grumpyPonie4
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Sadπ you need a simple check up first for your health
Tarun
From last 2 to 3 months
After she came from her mothers house. I feel this much more.she didnt come close to in night in bed.i feel alone.
Tarun
Due to her i fought with my mother brother and other family members. Now she is ignoring me.
grumpyPonie4
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Oh something wrong
You need talk to her in good way try to communicate well to her do it in a date maybe
Tarun
Ifeel that there is someone link to her secretly.
grumpyPonie4
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Or maybe she pregnant?π not sure about itβ
grumpyPonie4
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Why you feel like that?
Did you have news about someone link to her
Tarun
No shes not pregnant she had her date 4 to 5 days before
Tarun
I dont have news but my heart says .she always ready to go out alone outside the house
grumpyPonie4
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Oh ok i understand
Try to talk her
Tell to her only you need she be honest with you if she have someone
Tarun
I talked but she told there is nobody other
Tarun
But i dont know what should i do
grumpyPonie4
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Im not in the position saying that it easy no im not
But our world its different now
Broken family us long you love the kids poor kids but they need to accept itπ
Tarun
Some times i think to end my life
Tarun
No body is there to whom i share my feelings.my mother didn't talk me like before not my brother. my father died 5 years later.
Tarun
1
I love my kids more than my life.i m living only for them.
grumpyPonie4
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Hey do not said end your life you have still kids
Your wife do not mind
Tarun
U know when my elder daughter was in her mothers stomach .i sold my blood for money to save her in her mothers womb.
Tarun
4 units a month i i got 3thousand for 1 unit at that time
grumpyPonie4
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If she do not have then ask why you feel thats you not feel her love in good way still don't hurt her physical
Just trying talk in calm and good way not easy but you can do it in good situation
Tarun
I sold 3 months
Tarun
1
I tallked her.i never slapped her last 8 years.never a single one
grumpyPonie4
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Its good that π
Still do not hurt physical
grumpyPonie4
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Your strong and good person
So do not mind your wife
If you know in your life you not make anything wrong then leave it your wife i mean do not mind her you still move who you are
grumpyPonie4
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If she not prepared you food then you do it to yourself and to her
grumpyPonie4
2
If she not wash your clothes you the one make to your family
grumpyPonie4
1
Everything that you feel if you think she not doing to you
You the one make to her show it for effort