I always wanted be something ended up being something else. yes i am greatful to be paid but there is always a hole in the heart. most of us are doing bcz it's atleast not keeping us unemployed. we try to fill that gaping hole with something else, a lie like m glad m doing this. but it's not. But again that's life i believe. we don't always get to choose. we all have mastered in some sort of field but alas we can't utilise is bcz the work we do has nothing to do with it. we carry that burden untill we forget . It is true that ignorance is infact a bliss.