don't have anyone to talk to.

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I kept on providing comfort to my friends and family, oblivious of the very fact that I needed it the most. I wrote a book but couldn't get it published, found the man of my dreams but couldn't keep him, got the job of my dreams but couldn't continue it. I want to live, but I find it difficult to continue. Happiness seems like a drug that seems to give me a high but only for few moments and has a high price. I commit myself to alot of things but never follow through. I want to hope that things can get better but I am unable to find it anywhere.

darkLit · Answer

i can relate to you. i too have found the man of my dreams but i fear I'll not be able to keep him

Bells420 · Answer

i'm so sorry you're feeling this way, we're all here by your side, you're not alone. thanks for sharing your story with us, you're very strong. we are here for you, we hear you, u can talk to us. put yourself first, then figure out your life. you cannot continue and expect a manifestable future! figure yourself out, what makes you feel low? what trauma are you going through? because i know for a fact you have so much unresolved trauma and problems in your chest, those are holding you back my dear.

Unloving

Need someone to talk to!!

I really want to change

not able to accept my reality !!