hi, i am talking abt thid for the first time so its really difficult but i will make it easier to understand well i guess the reason i am here is to find out the actual problem with me. i feel lonely the entire time even though i have a boyfriend. we are in a complicated relationship i guess i dont really have "friends" i am always the shoulder to cry on but never the person who needs one actually thats what people think cause when i try talking they feel that if i can console them i can easily do that for myself and i cant. i literally have no motivation in life i am always tired and i always wanna take a nap i cant bear arguments i always say sorry and let it go cause i have a fear of losing people. i guess i just need someone to hear me out and give me a suggestion cause this is really destroying me. Thank you!