Hey everyone. Hope you all doing well. I feel like I don't matter to anyone or the universe and feel very lonely. I had tried being little selfish and putting me before everyone but that ended with me only hurting everyone I know. So I have decided to be selfless and keep reminding myself that I don't matter in any way to anyone or the universe. I just constantly feel like I'm drowning in an ocean and no one even cares and would come to my rescue.