no one likes everyone, everyone has their list of people they are comfortable with
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hii
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yeah but like many times I just don't like people
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and i feel like only i have to go through from bad people and because of that I feel like I'm the problem that's why everything happens with me
farshy756
you are not the problem, being with toxic people has affected your well being.
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maybe
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Yeah I do know BTS.
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today one of my colleague talked about bts
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yeah and i kinda like their music ofcourse we don't know the language
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so one of my other colleague was like people are going crazy over them and now a days people listen there music alot.
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and then the one who started this conversation says I'm one of them
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but I'm not like other girls going crazy over them and buying their stuff and all i just simply like them and their music
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hey you there?
farshy756
yeah I am here
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i simply like all pop songs and every k-pop group songs it's just not bts i like and the way they were saying it's really hurts me
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i don't like our Hindi songs much cause they just have love songs and break-up songs
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and after some time when i went to drink water i Heard them saying she doesn't understand anything she is just listening. like i don't understand the meaning of the songs
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and they are talking behind my back and it's really hurts me
farshy756
I can feel you, I also like k-pop but people in my class are always judging me but you cannot do anything about others, they will always find a way to question the things that you enjoy. remember haters are gonna hate, but life goes on.
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yeah but when they listen Punjabi song they don't understand neither but they still listen and starts vibing on those song
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it's my choice what music I'll like to listen
farshy756
yeah, you are right, don't let hypocritical people stop you from enjoy the things you like.
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you know in my life i have meet such a people that i just don't want to trust any human
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when I was going through to the worse in my life
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and i reached out to my friend
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and i have face many horrible thoughts so i told my friend that i want to go to the psychiatrist
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and i aske her if she'll come with me
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and she says she don't have and time for her self this was her answer
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and after this i lost my trust on friendship. she was my only bestfriend and i thoughts we'll be friends forever
farshy756
she lost a true friend not you, you can make more.
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i guess you also get bored of listening me
farshy756
did I say that?
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i really don't want make any friends now for real I'm ok being alone rather with fake friends
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you were not responding so i thought
farshy756
good choice, it's better to be alone than be with people who make you feel alone.
farshy756
cause I was reading your texts, that's why I was responding late.
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my friend was an CA student and i understand that CA students have to study alot but she was on one month leav because of the exam but even if she has said it for me that ok I'll come with you that would be enough for me but what she said after even know I what I'm going through she said this
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ok thanks
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anytime 😊
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and at some time my friends male friend was going through depression because of his break-up and then that boys friend comes from another city to help him
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and that mans friends take him to the psychiatrist to help him
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and after knowing everything about her male friend she called me and was saying that if i want to go to the psychiatrist she'll come. when i need my friend the most she didn't take my problems seriously and when her another friend went through the same she'll pretend to help me
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that's why I hate friend
farshy756
your friend is definitely not a good person to hang with, I am sorry if I am sounding rude.
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that's why i stop talking to her can you feel how i have feel that time when I'm going through the worse and all alone and now she says i don't call her
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but now her family accepted her boyfriend and every thing is well in her life so she also don't call be
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it's this is selfishness?
farshy756
she doesn't deserve you girl and she is no one to complain about you not calling her.
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right
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yeah she was my only friend whom i could say my best friend and Alot her it's really hurts me
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because i really thought she was my best friend and we'll be in contact for many years
farshy756
I understand, it must've been painful for you but it's for the best.
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yeah it's feel like i don't have no body in my life called friends it's just family i have who are truly loves me no matter what
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and i better to not have friends rather than having a fake friends