Last year I lost my mom to covid and things are going worst since then. My relatives whom i trusted the most, betrayed me and my father. My father talk about how mean they were in the past. Recently I am trying my father to make him understand to stay away form others' matter but he doesn't understand. He simply assumes that I am questioning his courage and manly nature , he would say that he is not scared but the thing what I want to say him is ... we have enough problem and should not get involved in other's matter it just make me tensed. I am already dealing with my mother's death regretting and blaming myself that I neglected her health and that I could not cry out loud for her or meet her speak to her for one last time. I just don't know what to do and how to handle every situation