According To my previous post today was our last classs photograph ,he had sat behind me, but teacher told me to sit somewhere else now I am thinking that he might be thinking now that I dont like him ,I have no idea if he still likes me or not ,I dont want to give him any signal that I dont like him ,so that later I can say to myself that I tried but we weren't meant for each other but every signal that I sm giving seems like I dont like him ,I cant confess ,neither I want any relationship ,I just don't want to feel like the villian of my story where I I rejected a boy who had loved me for 1.5 years I know it's my fault I still like him but I know we cant bs together now time has gone ,but now when I see him then I feel like I am seeing him for the last time I get emotional