@Buddi I think u need some change through which your mind will get divert
lovesickporpoise2
make new freinds
lovesickporpoise2
talk to them
boredgnu2
I can totally understand the way you are feeling, but there's no other way rather the leaving home , maybe you will be living in hostel for educational purpose, Hostel life, it's usually difficult in the beginning but once we get used to it, it will feel normal later, personally I m living in hostel since 7 months, it feels good to have great frds nd roomies