you can cry you will feel light you are not weak ny crying
curiousproton
my family doesn't know that i have been suffering from depression and anxiety and panic attacks
madorange8
family sometimes can't help us we can't put ourselfs to tell them anything
curiousproton
i am having UTI for over a year now. it keeps on coming back hatt my kidneys would be at risk of failing much earlier
curiousproton
even to my friends i cannot open up about this because they wont understand me
madorange8
would you like to tell the reason why yiu are being like this
curiousproton
maybe this started as a child
curiousproton
i was just accepting every hurtful words that my family says. or whenever they fight, it affects me all the time
curiousproton
when i was in college, i would cry almost everyday
madorange8
reason is only family or anything else
madorange8
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look you cry its fine but if you cry again and again over same thing then yiu not letting go your pain get up pull yourself have faith in yourself
madorange8
i know family issues sucks and they won't understand you that sucks more but we shouldn't depend on other people when we have ourselve
curiousproton
and then i met my husband now, he is the only one i can run to. he is my only confidante. but he works abroad so we have to be separated for 9 months. i feel like i just lost again my only ally
curiousproton
i am motivating myself so much but whenever i am physically sick, i became weak emotionally and mentally
curiousproton
no, I can't. he works onboard a ship
madorange8
look you have your other half if he cares for you then you need to bring yourself up for him and your future
madorange8
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you need to take care of yourself you cant let yourself weak bring up a healthy routine stop overthinking its not gonna do you anything better
curiousproton
yes, he is the only one I am thinking about whenever i feel sick. that he will be so worried if i get sick again and again. that we will be together again in a few more months
curiousproton
no I am not from India
curiousproton
I am so thankful to have someone like you guys that understands what i am going through secretly
madorange8
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just take care of yourself past is what which is gone look forward to your future and cherish that
