I was in serious relationship, I loved him so much he also loved me but always blame me for wrong things which was not true in real I always tried to make things right bw us but he always broke up with me then I apologize to him because I was afraid that I will loose him, he took advantage of that so he repeatedly doing this process of breakup and patchup but then once I stopped begging for him because he always treated me so bad when I went to him to make things right so one day I stopped doing that then he tried to contact me not because he wanted me back only because he wanted to havefight with me blame me for wrong things, he made my life so hell I got sucidal thoughts because of him,