u should just stop caring about what others think and i feel like when we stop trying people literally come to us u should start a Instagram and be yourself in that and people will understand how cool u r and maybe talk to you itz basically like slaying by yourself and maybe u can watch a kdrama focus on studies read a book listen to singsss itz really gonna helo and u won't feel like u would need anyone and i am also in 9th grade hoping you this best !!
stop thinking about it and stop thinking that you're a lonely person. You're not alone it's just the world around you is not good enough for you just think that maybe these guys aren't lucky to be friends with me ofcourse I know it hurts when someone are not giving you attention but to be happy you don't need someone's company you can entertain youself it's just all how you see things and think about it
don't mind them focus on your studies next year is 10th after that I think you can change your school make new friends forgot about these guys if they trouble you complain to teacher you also ignore them
and the same thing happened with me to till 10th after that I changed my school felt better