I hate myself I always messed up everything I have lots of enemies I have no talent im not smart I can't do basic maths I can't draw I can't swim I can't do any instruments Im not pretty I already try and try and try and try to do everything like maths drawing and instruments I try and I try but it's useless I'm still useless and have no talent what is the meaning of my life then if I hate myself I wanna die everyone hates me they talk shit about me