I feel weak sometimes I just want to run away from life and everything I cut myself to feel pain sometimes being me is hard i just want to change my life and become the good person that people want i want to be the old me i feel like everyone that talks about me don't know the pain in suffering from I just want to be happy and smile like back then I'm in pain and it hurts i really really need help and when people leave they leave when i need them the most when he left me i felt like i was never gonna be the same again and still I'm trying to be ok but i can't
