Hey dont think like that , we are all here for you.
you are not alone me also have the same condition I have absolutely no friends because I am different from other people
Sometimes being alone is the best situation we can ever be in it help u realise u don't need anybody if it gets to the point of being rejected Everything will be fine dear
funny thing is, guys, i don't want to put my heart & expectations on another person anymore and i want to be self-sufficient. but it also hurts that nobody sees my potential enough to take me seriously. like, wtf is this push and pull. 😅