You shouldnt lose your life coz of external factors you deserver better , take care . What wants to hurt will hurt and then nothing else . It will pass . Take care zinzi. Try to know what's making you feel like this , that helps.
I understand the tiredness after constant battles of life.. But that's what life is all about. It's about not giving up and staying afloat despite the hardships we face. Please stay strong and take care of yourself