I'm crying too much. I don't even know. Anxiety. Panic attacks, unbearable pain in my chest, pelvis pain, pain in my legs, trembling hands, chills, sweating. When will this get over, tears are rolling out again and again. I'm sick of this. I don't even know what exactly is wrong with my body, I'm looking in the mirror and watching myself cry. I've got no one to tell. I feel they will make fun of this. Fun of my condition. When will this get over, I'm tired. I have so much work to do, but all of a sudden there's this uneasiness in my chest. The only person I could talk to about this isn't available.