I recently went to a funeral and after the funeral was to be passed and we all got together a few of my cousins about their wives and girlfriend and my grandmother asked when will I finally bring someone home to meet the family she says all the other grandkids my nieces and etc have bought the partners back home and don't I think it's the time that I get into a relationship the last time I was in a relationship it was mentally and emotionally and you know spiritually damaging and I do like someone but I know I'm not their type and they'll never give me the time of day if I really tried so instead of myself