After getting approval from my parents about dropping CA for time being. There is a small tension btw me and my parents. I feel guilty for letting them down. They have always been supportive and i have never been a good and filial daughter to them. I feel more depressed now. I havent spoken to them properly after yesterday's confession. Things are awkward btw us at the moment. I really dont know what to do. They did everything they could do to help me study peacefully but i lost my peace while preparing for it. I feel like i am a curse to them and always bring bad luck to them. I feel ashamed, embarassed and worthless. They dont deserve a daughter like me.