am a girl age 16 whos suffering from many traumas ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜i have committed suicide many times ðŸ˜but my bad luck i never die 😠I know suicide is not an solution ðŸ˜my family is very toxic 😠I have narcissist sister and fatherðŸ˜my mother never treated me right ðŸ˜my father is addicted to alcohol ðŸ˜I need help and therapy but I don't earn and got no money to book an appointment am suffering from anxiety, depression ðŸ˜