If I had a life ending button then I genuinely would have clicked it along time ago. I just can't walk on this cruel path. I just feel so evil. I feel like I'm a sinner for many reasons and even God doesn't want me. I'm sick with me. I don't know what's happening but I seriously don't want me, anyone around me, I don't want to face this shit life anymore. Please tell me an easy way to die ππππ