Hi! I'm single mother of adorable boy. Two years ago my boyfriend ghosted me while I was pregnant. 6 months later I gave birth and he came back, then I found out that he has another girl and he chose her over me and our son..and from that time I'm depressed, I have terrible anxiety and I'm so freaking exhausted. I'm tired of crying I'm tired of all this baby routine despite I love my son but I'm so tired of handling everything by myself without any help of his father. I feel that it's so unfair that he is happy with his girlfriend and I don't even have time to do my nails not talking about dating and etc. I don't want to live anymore but I'm not going to do anything like suicide because I don't want to abandon my sweet boy😔