I just failed an interview today and my friend who went to the same interview passed. I am happy for her but it is difficult to be happy given that i failed. I feel like a loser, failure and underqualified. I have always wanted to get that job but makes me wonder sometimes if it really is the right path for me. I feel so lost. On top of it all, my financial situation is not doing too good either. I feel like I'm drowning. I dont have very close friends I could vent out to. I do have my boyfriend but I dont want to emotionally burden him. He also has his personal problems but he's always too kind to comfort me. It makes me feel bad all the more cause I feel like Im always the one being comforted. I feel so selfish. I hate myself. I sometimes think its better to just vanish. I dont know what to do.