Are they the signs of bipolar ?

Hey! How long has it been since you have these symptoms ? Has there been any recent event that has had ab impact on you?

Sorry to hear that. You can do some meditation to calm your mind. Show to an expert to give you a proper diagnosis

These symptoms are from beginning of this 2020 year or may be some last months of 2019 . It impacted in a way that it irritates me for no reason and sometimes bring anger. It drains me from inside and my mind . But not continuously , there are intervals . That i already mentioned sometimes happy sometimes sad...

I think you should consider taking proper consultation and then work on it’s management.

Wow , yeh to mere dimag m aya hi nai tha . Are you ,not a proper consultant?

I am but that would require you to open up about your issues. That is required to rule out the reason behind such irrational behaviour.

Just telling that you’re sad won’t help. If you don’t mind typing then tell me do you know your triggers? Any incident that would help in understanding The reason?

Not a specific incident , but i think small small events ( including failure , rejection , insult , etc) lead to this . I am all alone NOT LONELY from beginning... friends hokr bhi koi friend nai tha apko to pta hi h ajkal mean logo ki sachai. But the way i enjoy my own company , I don't need anyone. Chote chote chizen hain bohot lekin pta ni itna effect kyo krti hain. N yes last year my admission got cancelled from one of the top most colleges( shaheed sukhdev) , but that doesn't effect me a bit sai m , kyonki jo bhagwan nai deta usme apni hi bhalai hoti h , as wo chiz hmare lie nai bani. Mujhe bilkul regret nai h mere lie boht choti chij thi ye logo ke lie badi hogi 🙄 but leave that isn't the main reason. But confidence to low hota hi h . I know how i pull me up with low self esteem... I know kuch toh definitely galat h mere sath mere brain ke sath . Kabhi kabhi kuch bhi sochta rhega. Aisa hota h ki lgta h dimag dodh raha h lekin kuch thought wgara kuch nai chlra hota bs aise hii. Aise lgta h ki apni hi baton se ki mere andar mai nai bolri kabhi kabhi . Or somrtimes i feel myself , i can talk to myself , i am happy at that moment. But achanak se mood badal jata h kabhi kabhi. Aise symptoms hain kuchh. And please feel free to ask me questions like aisa hua kya ya aisa bhi feel hua h kya ,i like to give answers .

N yes one more thing ,now when i speak i sometimes say wrong words or i didn't pronounce them correctly kabhi kabhi . Aisa pele kabhi nai hua kabhi bhi nai. I used to speak very clear yaar. What is happening.?

Hey This is happening because of lack of confidence. Have you made a list of what you want for yourself?

Ahhh i don't need a list. I want to be satisfied with myself , i want to live for myself . Khudko khush rkhkr khud ke sath jine m mujhe bohot mza ata hai. Bs mai khush rhu mujhe or kya chaie baki sab to moh maya h 😂 sorry for that. But kya karun mai easy going hun thodi...

But just lack of confidence only? No other mental condition ? Kyonki agr hai to pls tell so that i can take timely measures. Pls

See we do not promote labelling at all in our profession whereas to rule out the disorder we will have to assess psychological test to properly rule out the diagnosis. As of now you should make a list of expectation you have from your ideal self and a list of your real self then see how congruent they are? Then let us know? We can work on it and try to clear your thoughts. You might be having extreme mood swings because you have some unresolved issue. Can you recall any event that has affected you and led to extreme of any mood. Are you sure it is not irritated behaviour that you experience?