And now I found out that m bisexual.. and m into relationship with my bestfriend. She is a girl. And I chose not to fall in love again before ..but we have been bestfriends since last 3 years I thought she would never do the same thing to me.. And this relationship is more toxic then my previous relationship. She stays in Mumbai and I stay in Bangalore.. So its happening bcz of Long distance but m already depressed and I have bone ti talk about it .. M extremely introvert person .I dont express my feelings i still get afraid when i go out or i see crowd ..everything is bothering me.. I have been failure since so long .. and it hurts a lot i cry every day to sleep ..dont know what's gonna happen in my life or my future..