New here. I am a father of 5, married 15 years, Im 40yo. I have been having issues sleeping, anger issues, I ride an emotional rollercoaster and I have been distant, angry and short with my family. My wife has been throwing around the D word if I don't figure out whats wrong with me. I feel i have no life or at least time to myself. I work and home. I dont know what to do anymore.