I have a problem interacting socially with people. i usually avoid groups and when i would be stuck in a group i used to shiver and this problem is still with me.suicidal feelings haunt me a lot and i am very self conscious don't know why. It's very pathetic to live this way. I don't know how to start a conversation and i never understood how people are able to interact for a long time while my interaction with anyone ends with minutes and I am literally searching for anything which can stretch the conversation.