Since 3 years, I have been dealing with social anxiety. Earlier I thought that it was normal for me, like every other human. But it wasn't. Now it became more severe. Having social anxiety made me think of how worthless I am, for every single day. About 1 year, I haven't had any deep conversations with others. Even in social media, I'm afraid to open up my thoughts. I'm very concerned about how others think of me. Sometimes it affects in my personal life too. And I feel less confident all the time.I'm an introvert also. Now there are no friends for me, somehow lost them all. Sometimes I feel like, I don't belong in this world. I'm very much worried about my career and family life. I'm currently studying a professional degree and it's my final year. I forgot all things I learned in these years, because, I studied all these along with my personal issues. I even doubt that, will I get a job. And I'm currently trying to learn some skills for getting a job. But I get distracted for many times. When I'm thinking about my communication skill in English, I get nervous for every single time. I don't know much English compared to others.. I don't know how to deal with other people. While others getting achievements for something, I'm just sitting in my room for days, without earning anything. I have to change all these issues, but I don't know how to do that.... I have a lot more in my mind .. But... I'm stopping here..