Experiencing stress and unable to focus on studies because of confusion

Question

I don't know what I am feeling.I just want to die.Like there is this guy and I love him but he is dating my friend but we were dating before. I also have a bunch of school work to do but I can't make myself to complete it .I also have to make a lot of projects and also study for upcoming exams. I just don't feel like doin anything and want to die.I also want to be a content creator but I don't know if I'll be able to do so cuz I watch all these youtubers and I just feel like I'll never be able to make it. I am so tired of life that I just want to die.idk what to do 😭 I have a lot of work pending 😖 I am fat 🙂 I have to complete my projects also 🙂🔫  I have to study for upcoming exams 😵 plus no one loves me 😶 I don't have any motivation to live I am still in love with my ex and It's torcher 😶🔫 I just want to die but I don't even have the courage to die

Sunshineme · Answer

there must have been a reason why he is your ex and not your bf. Also don't think so much. You are focusing on everything right now and do one thing at a time. First complete your school work. Once you are done with that allocate 2 days in a week to create content, you are not going to master it. It will improve with time. 3rd get over your ex, right now focus on you. If you want to look a certain way then only you can work on it. But the idea is to focus one thing at a time

rkaka · Answer

I agree to what has been suggested, also I feel That you should prioritise what is urgent onpriority basis and then take up one thing at a time.

hello

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?