I make myself involved in my family issues and end up loosing my peace. I burst out of guilt and regrate why did I do like that later.. My parents Fight everytime for evey small issue. I always try to defend my mom from inside. But I first always try to stop their fight. But they both end up shouting on me and they continue to word on each other. I am unable to see them scolding and messing up with eachother. I am always feeling down and heavyhearted and want to cry a lot like for about a week or two continue so that I can take away all the emotional rage from inside. I don't know what is wrong with me. Neither am able to understand why I feel so heavyhearted. I only can understand that I'm disappointed seeing myself unable to help my parents to be together happily without any fights