that time dude not necessary to share but if u feel comfortable
clarke34
you can
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be strong
clarke34
so do u still got feeling left for her just like that time or its fading i mean r u recovering
clarke34
its the worst feeling dude
clarke34
u know deep inside ita bad for u and u manipulate your heart by trying to divert that thought that made u suffer but heyy the thing about humans is that those memories that hurt us the most we keep in our secret corner in our heart and feeding hate as a kind of fuel to burn and destroy that thought but atlast we sure are addicted to that arent we
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we just cant remove that from our subconscious mind
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dude u there??
clarke34
bro lets take help from reality. The reality is that the things now arent the same as they were at that point of time scruitinizing our foolish and needy feelings for those who moved forward in their lives leaving those who either helped them in their timw of need or in jeopardy Dude make sure u realize A clap needs two hands work And u r finding a diamond in a dark forest where u know there is no one to guide u
clarke34
maybe ur golden heart is not worth for those who didnt have a perfect fitting
clarke34
dude my problem is that i feel vulnerable meeting new people whom i know would ask me personal questions
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because my niceness is misused by many people
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since school days i alwasys tried to play as waiter taking orders from my friends and doing things they wnated me to do even if they seem needle in my heart and i have been given many bad names by those due to my less speaking nature im too introverted person
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all i wanted was just 1 or 2 friend thats it at that point of time when out of desperation i didnt cared aboit my mental sanity by just forcing myself to do things just to make sure that people are feeling good and enjooying themselves
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my classmates or college dudes all the samr
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samee
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that fear is rooted that deeply in my heart and brain i still feel same today😢
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and about the so called word HURT i feel this every single day