I don't know what to do !! currently I am a college student .. i think that my inner pain will reduce some day, but no it increases and hurt me a lot . i want to tell anyone how hurt it feels but i am unable .. from my junior class to high school i get bullied by a teacher a lot she punish me a lot because of my colour i told my parents but they just sayed to me ignore it . after passing highschool i get bullied my whole 2 years (11th -12thclass) by body shaming with my classmates and there was a teacher who told me that time that you belongs to the poor family I loss my weight and become fair, now i am 2ndyear pharmacy student my whole focus is to make a beautiful future for my parents.. but my mom is now abusing me because she already made her mind that i have an affair because I am college student and young also “ don't know what to do because there is no one who support me .which make me things that I am useless. I feel like suicide is a best way for inner peace! please help me.