Hi peeps. You ever have thoughts of killing people? Like.. almost on a daily basis? I'm not an inherently violent person but after my family was kind of.. torn apart by a piece of shit I've been having these thoughts. This has been going on for 6 years now, at one point I tried antidepressants and the thoughts got so bloody loud I couldn't think. Now they're more of a whisper. Is this normal? Just kinda curious as to why whenever I feel like shit my first thought is to die or when my loved ones are dealing with a disagreeable person my first thought is to kill. Thanks!