I don't want to feel alone anymore. I know I am too young to want this but I really want somebody to hold me. tell me that they are staying and they'll always be here. I just want a hug. I can't do this alone. it hurts. I want something to hold on to. A connection without any expectations. I want home. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. a place where I'll be missed. is that wrong? what the hell is wrong with me? when did I become this? I can't remember the last time I smiled and meant it. I want to be better. I need help.