that's not true! it's just you have made that as your reality and accepted a false narrative to your well-being.
hii crulocelot, don't let your self esteem down, know that whatever he is saying is not true(if that's correct).Don't show anything to anyone for them to be proud..people cannot be satisfied . Just do what is right thing to do and whatever you can do
you clam youself and you will see that you will grow un in life