We were a group of 5 ..best friends...and everyone in my story is about this 5 prople...loved a girl in the group...mutual love...had a strong relationship...but then she left me for another guy in our group...i let her go, coz her happiness meant a lot..bottled all my emotions..and used to cry alot..then slowly, started dating and loving another girl again in the same group..but didnt know why, but was all afraid of guilt and tried to hide it from my ex so that she doesnt feel sad...coz though she left me, she still cared for me, even hallucinated that i was with her..i too loved her very very sincerely...but as she left, i got attached to another...maybe it happened fast...thats y i feel so guilty...but i never once in thoughrs cheated on her...it was just the other girl was already my thick friend... Meanwhile, the dating became great love story...but i realised i was in so much fear, escapism, doubts, thoughts, inferiorities....i felt i had to change for a better man..so i talked with my love, and she too was getting tired of my unnecessary fears and we broke up.... And now ..i cant talk to anyone of my friends...coz it will be like rebound to them