it's like I m done. Everyday I try to be stronger and it's just breaking me inside
empathicPear8
I m just so done. It's like I m vulnerable and there's no one for me to show it
kapil
is there anything specific that is bothering you ? or its because you're not able to share it with others
empathicPear8
both actually
empathicPear8
it's just some random problems and I m an intro so I can't share it
empathicPear8
it's not like I don't want to but I just can't dk why
kapil
ah okay, see I understand as an introvert how difficult it is because I am one too, takes time to open up to people
empathicPear8
yeah
kapil
but it's okay and i also not used to share things but you know keeping it inside for longer is not good and then there was a stage when i felt i need some help i need someome who i can talk to
empathicPear8
yeah bit with whom
kapil
you can find the comfort in the person that you know that not going to judge you on anything but can help you direct the right path
empathicPear8
I just don't know anyone
empathicPear8
I can't trust easily and now I m so frustrated that took me installing this
kapil
any friends anyone from family ? see I don't know you so I am not sure if you are comfortable sharing it
kapil
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I installed it for the same reason that you know I will find someone to talk to
empathicPear8
not really I mean I love them it's just I m not comfortable with sharing n all stuffs
kapil
I understand, see we all go through ups and down in life and that is how we learn to lead it in a better way yeah maybe all people you meet does not carry the similar understanding or the way you want them to
empathicPear8
yes
empathicPear8
btw u good?
kapil
yeah I am okay :)
empathicPear8
glad to hear
kapil
yes thank you for asking and I know that when you go through something and ask someone you really are asking not just for the shake of it but you mean it.
empathicPear8
:)
kapil
and how about you how are you doing in actual ?
empathicPear8
I don't know ...I really don't know
empathicPear8
I m just lost and just done
kapil
maybe you are lost but not done definitely. is it something from family or work or study or personally related to you that is bothering you ?
empathicPear8
family and study both
kapil
see I have faced days where waking up from the bed was very difficult and you know just facing the brightness was a task for me
empathicPear8
how did u recover
kapil
okay, so what is it about both ? do you want to share ?
kapil
initially like for 2 years I think I didn't know only that what was happening to me but then slowly I started to gain sense and started seeking help from friends and family not got it though
kapil
but than I had sensed ke if I will not fight for myself no one will
empathicPear8
I know that it's just I wanna be happy that's all
kapil
I also had problems in family and from that is where it all started but what I have learned from is that it's what approach we keep towards us and them and towards our life
kapil
yes so just be happy meet new people interact with them listen to their experiences learn from it
empathicPear8
yes thank you for ur support
kapil
but believe me once you start giving it a try things will work
empathicPear8
find myself a lil better
kapil
that's good, you know family issues or work or study or anything personal is going to be there always , what we can do is we can't try stop them but rather we learn how to deal with them
kapil
and I think that we learn through our own experiences and other people's too
