With no friends in life, I can easily realize the importance of them in life. Have a lot social media friends on fb but no one in real life. Whenever I see friends at dominoz or McDonald's, or theatre or beaches I just feel how good the life is with friends. With no friends in life, I have no one to share about deep dark feelings I am passing through.. My introvert nature and also my fear to approach boys as I'm homo has made it worse.