who left me. he roosted me last night in the name of society
cautiousvenison6
now says what happened
cautiousvenison6
my own family how funny na
cautiousvenison6
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no body understood me. i feel like a doormat of my family
Vickey
@Cautiousvenison6 if u don't mind, i want to know, what's going in ur life. are u upset??
cautiousvenison6
me not having job and mental issues
Vickey
yeah but u are well educated to handle the life and all situations
truthfulbuck9
@cautiouvenison6 brother u don't have to be stressed out as the life only giving u lemon now but yaa one day for sure give u fruit for the wait u have done everything will be achievable for u one day for sure just never betray urself and ur focus
cautiousvenison6
I have attention disorder and dont know since childhood how to reply to people who mistreat me
Vickey
Always do what's u want to do
cautiousvenison6
yes
cautiousvenison6
my heart is very heavynow. don't know how to control it.my father is very aggressive
cautiousvenison6
I don't want to live anymore I cannot bear this comparison daily.i wanted to kill myself at night 3am.dont know why i controlled myself
cautiousvenison6
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I will kill myself if this keeps going
cautiousvenison6
I was happy girl 5 years ago now iam shattered mess
similarmeerkat4
don't expect much and don't give much @cautious
cautiousvenison6
because of no emotional support
cautiousvenison6
my body is so tense
cautiousvenison6
I love being alone since childhood
cautiousvenison6
Yes meerkat
cautiousvenison6
but been mistreated by people hurts
similarmeerkat4
with age we all have to adapt
similarmeerkat4
don't be hard on yourself
similarmeerkat4
don't allow any one to treat you like that .... only if you allow it happens