first of all i am really sorry about the how you are feeling right now..it's a tough time for all of you..since you already know about the problem in your mind you might wanna talk to yourself what is th best way to get you out that situation as well. i think if you become strong then you might be able to pull your mom and brother also from the dark..they might also be going through the same pain.talk to your mom and brother once and discuss about the situation and how y'all wanna come out of it..may be then you might feel bit strong about the whole situation.. just my perspective.

i am also going through a similar situation..my mind becomes my enemy at times as i keep overthinking but somewhere i feel i possess the solution as well to my problem..i talk to myself alot about the solution..hope this might help you in some way..

u say reasonable things, and u can trust me I fully understand how u r feeling. I always thought about how I can influence (even though it was impossible). be strong and thank u. if u want to talk about it, u can message

ma mom usually says that everything we have now is important for things in the future

i keep coming here and reading all the problems faced by other people..i know how tough life is for everyone who are dealing with all these issues in there life..you too are going through alot but still you wanna help others..it's really appreciable

all the same about u. u r really strong i am sure. keep fighting

see you are strong too..keep fighthing.. :) i know you will get out of your situation soon and you won't need antidepressants..take care of yourself

I am not afraid of antidepressants, but smt they make me feel nothing. and we spend a lot of money on it. take care of urself tho❤️