today wokeupread my upsc thing,took bath oiled hair ate breakfast after sometime went into depression because of my neice and the tried to masterbate but didn't do it are lunch and then tried to control sleep studied for sometime then watched 1.5 hours reels then half hour study then YouTube nonsense then went out for dmground sat for sometime and then played cricket for sometime and went to temple came back didn't do the purpose why I went outside now came home writing this don't know what the fuck this.i ma afailur i m a failure babaylost