Hello friends, I have just joined this site and I am hoping to be able to work through my current situation. I'm a 41 year old male who has lost my family in the past year due to a divorce. My ex-wife and I were married for 17and a half years. I have two teenage boys 16 and 13. I'm in contact with my ex-wife almost daily and we have a good relationship. My biggest issue is that we are still sleeping together on a pretty regular basis and I am not talking or sleeping with anyone else. She on the other hand is on a lot of hookup sites and will not admit it but is having sex with a lot of different people, I'm very sure of. I know that I need to stop hooking up with her and try to move on with my life but I love her so much and I always will. I feel like she's just using me for sexual release like all the others she is sleeping with. I can't stop thinking about her having sex with who knows how many different people. I'm not able to sleep at night and it's something that is constantly on my mind. I want to be free of all the heartache and pain I feel daily but I don't want to be all alone without her in my life. I'm so lonely, lost, and confused 🥺🥺🥺